I want a job. (Theatre Production)

How I miss our production! I just can't believe how far I left that world. It's no fun at all right now learning all those theories. Now I realise that I have to do something that makes me satisfy. And the only thing that gives me satisfaction is THEATRE!
Anyone, hire me! I'll be the best servant you people will never had in this world!

Kesenian ke Kuguruan

         Pengalaman Berasaskan Sekolah (PBS) dilakukan di sekolah rendah saya saya sendiri iaitu SK Bobak/Sejinjang Bau. Mengapa saya memilih sekolah tu? Sebab saya membesar selama 6 tahun di sana. Jadi, sebagai alumni mestilah saya nak berbakti sikit kat sekolah tu. Walaupun hanya seminggu, tetapi saya tetap berasa puas hati kerana dapat bekerjasama dengan guru-guru yang pernah mendidik saya dahulu. Apa yang best adalah mereka semua sangat peramah dan mesra serta mudah memberi kerjasama! Itu membuatkan saya berasa sangat selesa menjalankan program PBS. Kalau boleh nak extend lagi PBS tu sebab enjoy sangat-sangat.

         Apa yang lagi menarik adalah murid-murid yang comel belaka. Ada yang gendut, ada yang kurus, ada yang murai, ada juga yang pemalu. Personaliti mereka tu masing-masing menjadi pelengkap sesama sendiri untuk mencipta memori. Sejujur-jujurnya, saya rindu sangat-sangat zaman persekolahan saya dahulu sewaktu sekolah rendah. Mereka tak kisah apa yang berlaku. Adalah krisis, gaduh-gaduh, tapi tu semua hanya sementara. Apa yang diorang tahu cuma happy-go-lucky. Tak ada yang nak fikir macam-macam, stress atau masalah macam kita yang dah dewasa ni. 

          "Selamat Pagi, Cikgu!!!" Dengan ceria mereka memberi salam walaupan belum sempat saya menghabiskan satu langkah. Biasalah kan, kanak-kanak. Mereka sukakan guru baru. Apapun, saya bersyukur apabila saya sedar secara official menerima ucapan pertama dari murid-murid. 

Secara perlahan, minat saya untuk menjadi seorang pendidik semakin membuak-buak. Tak sabar rasanya.

Dari merangkak sehingga berjalan, 

Jasamu guru takkan ku lupakan,

Walaupun dah beralih ke bidang keguruan, 

Takkan ku lupa bidang kesenian, 

Mengajar saya erti kehidupan, 

Sedarkan saya untuk membina masa depan.

Salam Senimanku.

Philophobia

           I never knew that pushing an important part of a grown girl's life would makes me such a loner. Being single actually is great but that greatness can drown in just a little of thought when the jealousy came and waiting for a comfort chest.

          The feeling of being lonely can hurt a girl so much. It's painful and can't be expressed by words nor looks. It's the matter of heart. The matter of loves.

Now, the game had just started. The new chapter had just been written and it's the time to grab the chance.

ALL THE BEST, ShaDe... 

Never Regret Meeting Them...

It has been a very long time I didn't share anything. Sorry, but it's a busy life here at teacher's institute. Anyway, here I would like to share something that I miss so much since I left my high school. Ok, here...

Look, they're best friend ever! Forever and ever.. I miss them so much.. Not to forget, I'm the one in the black suit. Nur Nabilah or well-known as Alai is a Melanau. She's as cute as a pie with a cute height and has fair skin. Laugh, laugh and laugh!! Her duty is laughing... But, believe me that she's so responsible and neat in every job that she did. That's why in any production, she'll be the secretary. I miss her so much, to tease her, to play and to work with this little girl.

      Next, that cutie in grey blouse is Ivy Stephenie from Lundu and she's Bidayuh. Just like me. Though we came from the same race, but we speak 3 languages at a time. English, Melayu S'wak and of course Bidayuh. Mathematics is her brain since she plays logically with numbers. Moreover, she rather teach people than finish her homework. Awesome huh?!!That's what makes me love her so much. She's kind but fierce. Oh yea, she's an otaku. Crazily loves anime and can understand and speak Japanese. 

      I miss them both so much and wish they were here. Time separate us and none of us make to the same university. Ivy is at UPSI, Alai manage entering UM and I'm at IPG. But we keep in touch and have some plan to meet some day. Hope to see the soon! 

       See? How friends affect our life? Sometimes we cry because we can't see their face. We play with some new friends and sometimes they appear in our mind. There's a time we regret in something undone. Anyway, they're my best friend and I 'll keep them in my heart.. Love you friends.. <3 

p/s: Actually there's a lot of friends I wanna tell but only manage to share about them. 

Muzikal Santubong: Kasih Yang Tak Kesampaian (Produksi SPM 2012)

Muzikal Santubong: Kasih yang tak kesampaian

Watch our theatre production here at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpLK8SycqOo. By 17 years old student from Malaysian Art School of Kuching, Sarawak.

SONNET OF A YOUNG LOVER

"Yes, he was my foe.
He bled my skin with his sword, spitting onto my father's kingdom.
But that enemy of my king,
is the man I've fallen with.

I left everything behind,
for the love I've found.
My respect and the loyalty towards the king,
gone dull.

I'm a useless princess that hold a big responsibility,
and defend none of it.
My people were upset for their only princess,
Lost by the love of a man.

I shall lost my pride by humiliate the throne awaiting in front."