Philophobia

           I never knew that pushing an important part of a grown girl's life would makes me such a loner. Being single actually is great but that greatness can drown in just a little of thought when the jealousy came and waiting for a comfort chest.

          The feeling of being lonely can hurt a girl so much. It's painful and can't be expressed by words nor looks. It's the matter of heart. The matter of loves.

Now, the game had just started. The new chapter had just been written and it's the time to grab the chance.

ALL THE BEST, ShaDe... 

Never Regret Meeting Them...

It has been a very long time I didn't share anything. Sorry, but it's a busy life here at teacher's institute. Anyway, here I would like to share something that I miss so much since I left my high school. Ok, here...

Look, they're best friend ever! Forever and ever.. I miss them so much.. Not to forget, I'm the one in the black suit. Nur Nabilah or well-known as Alai is a Melanau. She's as cute as a pie with a cute height and has fair skin. Laugh, laugh and laugh!! Her duty is laughing... But, believe me that she's so responsible and neat in every job that she did. That's why in any production, she'll be the secretary. I miss her so much, to tease her, to play and to work with this little girl.

      Next, that cutie in grey blouse is Ivy Stephenie from Lundu and she's Bidayuh. Just like me. Though we came from the same race, but we speak 3 languages at a time. English, Melayu S'wak and of course Bidayuh. Mathematics is her brain since she plays logically with numbers. Moreover, she rather teach people than finish her homework. Awesome huh?!!That's what makes me love her so much. She's kind but fierce. Oh yea, she's an otaku. Crazily loves anime and can understand and speak Japanese. 

      I miss them both so much and wish they were here. Time separate us and none of us make to the same university. Ivy is at UPSI, Alai manage entering UM and I'm at IPG. But we keep in touch and have some plan to meet some day. Hope to see the soon! 

       See? How friends affect our life? Sometimes we cry because we can't see their face. We play with some new friends and sometimes they appear in our mind. There's a time we regret in something undone. Anyway, they're my best friend and I 'll keep them in my heart.. Love you friends.. <3 

p/s: Actually there's a lot of friends I wanna tell but only manage to share about them. 

Muzikal Santubong: Kasih Yang Tak Kesampaian (Produksi SPM 2012)

Muzikal Santubong: Kasih yang tak kesampaian

Watch our theatre production here at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpLK8SycqOo. By 17 years old student from Malaysian Art School of Kuching, Sarawak.

SONNET OF A YOUNG LOVER

"Yes, he was my foe.
He bled my skin with his sword, spitting onto my father's kingdom.
But that enemy of my king,
is the man I've fallen with.

I left everything behind,
for the love I've found.
My respect and the loyalty towards the king,
gone dull.

I'm a useless princess that hold a big responsibility,
and defend none of it.
My people were upset for their only princess,
Lost by the love of a man.

I shall lost my pride by humiliate the throne awaiting in front."

     Who knows that Music will play its role in my life.. Before that, let me talk about my family's background in music world. Most of my family members are musicians including my late grandfather. He played a viola and lead guitar. Then, one of my uncle took music as his minor at Liverpool once and bought one harmonica and he can plays guitar very well with his Liquid Sky band. Another person is my youngest uncle who can play bass like an expert. They created songs whenever they're free. My mom, aunties, and cousins play guitars with my youngest sister learning piano with ABRSM (Grade 2). 

    And me? Haha... I have the basic of playing piano and guitar but lack of theory. Honestly speaking, music theory is the most hatred to me. I dislike the theory and now I'm learning it. 

    Anyway, I'll try to continue my late grandfather's talent which is viola. It must be very interesting. So, good luck to myself! 

Lighting Plot

                                          Designer: Sharmira Delilah ak Budit under her theatre's teacher, Mr Suffian b. Hj. Jalet.

This lighting arrangement was used for 'Muzikal Santubong: Kasih yang tak Kesampaian' performed by SENIMANKU f.5/2012 (Sekolah Seni Malaysia Kuching) at University of Malaya on June 2012. The video will be uploaded soon.