Yesterday, I went 2 apar to renew my sister's license. But then my mamak tell us about our great grandmother that's still alive and aged 103 years. I just know about it. On our way, we passed her house at segong, nenek's birthplace. But then, I made a u-turn when mamak said she's 90% alike my granny's face. I was so excited to meet her. Then, aku ngaku aku pkir nenek aku msh hdup. 98% mukanya mcam nenek. Just nose nenek more mncung than hers and suara is diff. What impressed me more is nya msih sihat. Even pndengaran eh masih perfect and her age doesn't suit her appearance at all. looks like 80's. Aku pkir the one who is 103 years not her. That's why aku bercarik jak msa msuk rmah. paduhal kat dpan mta. memorynya pun ckup kuat. Lekanya cita psal nya ngan nenek aku dlok. Her eyes really made me rmember my late granny... I almost cry.. Miss her...

It's CHRISTMAS TIME!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Taking picture with my lil sister and lil cuzie...

My youngest sister is having a pose.

Back home from friend's house.

It's shoes time!!

CRAZY TIME!!!

Cousins...

P/S: This is my first Christmas without my visible granny. It's quite gloom without her since every celebration, all of her relatives will be here visiting her. No matter how far they are, my granny's house will keep welcoming our relatives. Some of them are not recognised because there are a lot of them. Now, it's different. But, whatever it is, we will never break up because we are one and granny is our legend that we'll remember till death.

Now, I'm back with ________ style!!!

I lose a very lovely person last two weeks. I felt so burden since it is my first lose. My grandmother has live with us for almost of her life. May God bless her and may she rest in peace. AMEN.

Check this out! Three decades my mom has keep the book and it is with me right now. It's a great story to be shared.

I didn't go to church this morning but I try to find a space for God. I am really like a flower quickly fading. Sometimes I am there and sometimes I'm not.

Padre nuestro...... Amen.

Just For Fun

They're just having a meeting to stop their war. But the cat is so mean by making an annoying face. 

Doggy: That cat will never be forgiven... 

SPM Production: Lighting Plot 2012

Lighting plot by ShaDe

Santubong "Kasih Yang Tak Kesampaian"

My unfinished project. The other one I haven't save it in JPEG file.

I believe that this flower will be mine someday. I'll have it somewhere from someone. I will believe in 'that' world when I am 18... :D

MY FRIENDS

        I used to hang out with them. Even at our dorm, we drink coffee together and now I am laughing with them. But, how am I going to be without them? Where am I going to hang out? There maybe a place with other friends, but still can't defeat and I don't know how to describe my feeling when I'm with them. It doesn't matter where we are, even if we're dramatise beside the drain or just sitting down and stare each other in the class, I'm wishing for that moment to be captured. I never wish the time to slow down because that is very impossible. 

          Just imagine a few months in front. The time we end our road at our school. We step out from the gate and never return our lifetime now. Probably will be a history in our memory. 

Lighting Plot

I learned this from  my theatre coach. This is my first lighting plot. Hope this will be alright.

The sketch of the set for the first layer of the lighting plot. 

The sketch of the stage plot is for the second layer.

The sketch of the lighting plot is the last layer.

This is the result after the three layer has been merge.

          My brother had finished their production. Congratulations... I know that it is not an easy task for them but that is production. It is not going to be great if there is no tiredness and misunderstanding.
          My brother, when I saw you yesterday, I felt so proud of you. It seems like one day you're going to be a person who are going to contribute in the arts of our country. If mom watched you yesterday, I bet she will feel the same but she can't because she need to be at somewhere important. Nothing is more important than us, that's why she asked me to give you support.  I wish you the best in your life. As what principal has told, KKD is the most important in whatever we do. Just remember that we will always love you!
       

I'm thinking about my future. What am I going to be for five years from now? This is what I imagine... 

                                                                         First thought:

Getting married with the royal?? Wow!

Second thought:

Convocation??

Third thought:

Reach my ambition???

or

The worst thought:

Looks like I need to work harder to vanish the last thought.

This was what I did for a whole day on 20th June 2012. Seems alright...

This is the brochure for my mini production. Is it alright???

I design this banner for my mini showcase... yet still use the download pic.

One day, this girl is going to have her own par cans, Fresnel, profile spot, follow spot and lighting mixer. In addition, she'll have a very big auditorium for her to keep those lights. For her, the smile will be more meaningful if more people lend it from her. 

TOKOH TEATER WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE

TOKOH KAJIAN (ANTARABANGSA)

WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE

ISI KANDUNGAN

BIL	KANDUNGAN	MUKA SURAT
1	LATAR BELAKANG TOKOH & PENCAPAIAN TOKOH	3
2	KARYA TOKOH	5
3	SKRIP HAMLET	8

TOKOH TEATER ANTARABANGSA

LATAR BELAKANG WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE

William Shakespeare telah dibaptiskan pada 26 April 1564 dan telah menamatkan riwayat hidupnya pada 23 April 1616. Beliau merupakan seorang penulis skrip drama pentas, tersohor dengan gelaran penulis bahasa inggeris terbaik dan dramatis pra-unggul bertaraf dunia. Beliau biasanya dipanggil penulis England National Poet dan “Bard of Avon”. Hasil karyanya, termasuk beberapa hasil kerjasamanya bersama beberapa orang penulis terdiri daripada 38 drama, 154 soneta, dua sajak panjang dan beberapa sajak yang lain. Skrip dramanya telah banyak diadaptasikan kepada beberapa bahasa dan paling banyak dipentaskan berbanding skrip drama yang lain.

Shakespeare telah dibesarkan di Stratford-upon-Avon.Semasa mencecah umur 18, dia telah mengahwini Anne Hathaway dan mempunyai tiga orang anak iaitu Susanna dan sepasang kembar, Hamnet dan Judith.Antara tahun 1585 sehingga 1592, beliau memulakan kerjayanya di London sebagai pelakon, penulis dan mempunyai sebuah syarikat pengurusan teaternya sendiri yang dipanggil Lord Chamberlain’s Men, yang mana telah diubah dan dikenali sebagai King’s Men.Beliau muncul bersara di Stratford sekitar 1613 pada umur 49 tahun dan meninggal dunia tiga tahun kemudian. Beberapa rekod kehidupan peribadi Shakespeare, terdapat spekulasi menyatakan bahawa dari segi penampilan fizikal , kepercayaan, sama ada karya yang diserahkan kepada beliau telah ditulis oleh orang lain

Kebanyakan hasil karya Shakespeare dihasilkan antara tahun 1589 dan 1613. Drama awalnya banyak berunsurkan komedi dan sejarah, genre yang berjaya beliau angkat pada penghujung abad ke-16. Beliau kemudiannya menulis banyak drama tragedy sehingga 1608 termasuk Hamlet, King Lear, Othello serta Macbeth dan diiktiraf sebagai skrip drama yang halus bahasa Inggerisnya. Fasa terakhirnya, beliau banyak menulis drama komedi tragik, juaga dikenali sebagai romantic, dan dikolaborasikan bersama beberapa skrip drama yang lain.

Kebanyakan drama teaternya telah diterbitkan dalam edisi yang berkualiti dan tepat semasa kehidupannya. Pada tahun 1623, dua bekas pelajar kolej teaternya menerbitkan First Folio, edisi semua karya dramatik yang terkumpul tetapi dua daripadanya sekarang dikenali sebagai hasil karya beliau. Shakespeare adalah seorang penyajak dan penulis drama yang tersohor pada zamannya tetapi reputasinya tidaklah begitu tinggi sepertimana karyanya dihargai seperti sekarang, namun ianya mula menjadi terkenal pada abad yang ke-19. Pada abad yang ke-20, karyanya telah banyak kali diangkat sebagai pergerakan yang baru untuk biasiswa dan persembahan. Karyanya semakin meningkat popular sehingga hari ini dan karyanya juga banyak dipelajari, dipersembahkan dan ditafsir semula dalam kepelbagaian budaya dan konteks politik di seluruh dunia.

Pada usia 25, beliau sudah dikenali sebagai seorang aktor, penulis drama, dan penyair. Beberapa tahun kemudian, beliau bergabung dengan kumpulan drama di London, “The Lord Chamberlain’s Men”. Pada tahun 1599, kumpulan tersebut dibubarkan dan membentuk sebuah kumpulan yang baru. Teater baru mereka memiliki motto “Totus mundus agit histrionem” yang bermaksud seluruh dunia pemain.. Ketika King James I naik ke tahta sebagai raja, kumpulan mereka diangkat menjadi “The King’s Men”.

Shakespeare dan kawan-kawannya terus menghibur raja selama 10 tahun sampai akhirnya pada tanggal 19 Juni 1613, kumpulan mereka mengalami kemalangan yang menyebabkan gedung teater mereka terbakar. William Shakespeare tidak meneruskan lagi kerjayanya di panggung tetapi masih berkarya sehingga beliau meninggal dunia pada tahun 1616.

KARYA TERKENAL WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE

GENRE	TRAGEDY	HISTORY
	·         Anthony and Cleopatra ·         Coriolanus ·          Hamlet ·         Julius Caesar ·          King Lear ·          Macbeth ·          Othello ·          Romeo and Juliet ·          Timon of Athens ·          Titus Andronicus	·         King Henry IV Part 1 ·         King Henry IV Part 2 ·         King Henry V ·         King Henry VI Part 1 ·         King Henry VI Part 2 ·         King Henry VI Part 3 ·         King Henry VIII ·          King John ·          Richard II ·         Richard III
	COMEDY	POETRY
	·         All's Well That Ends Well ·          As You Like It ·         Comedy Of Error ·         Cymbeline ·         Love's Labour's Lost ·          Measure for Measure ·         Merchant of Venice ·         Merry Wives of Windsor ·          Midsummer Night's Dream ·         Much Ado About Nothing ·         Pericles ·         Prince of Tyre ·         Taming of the Shrew ·         Tempest ·         Troilus and Cressida ·         Twelfth Night ·         Two Gentlemen of Verona ·         Winter's Tale	·         A Lover's Complaint ·         Sonnets 1-30 ·          Sonnets 121-154 ·         Sonnets 31-60 ·         Sonnets 61-90 ·         Sonnets 91-120 ·         The Passionate Pilgrim ·         The Phoenix and the Turtle ·         The Rape of Lucrece ·         Venus and Adonis

KARYA WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE (MACBETH)

Ditulis pada tahun 1606 atau 1607, Macbeth adalah yang terakhir dari 4 tragedi terbesar Shakespeare. Yang lainnya adalah Hamlet, Othello, dan King Lear. Macbeth adalah cerita yang singkat tanpa sub-plot di dalamnya. Menurut para ahli, Macbeth adalah karya Shakespeare yang paling “gelap”. Dalam Macbeth, Shakespeare memasukkan unsur absurd yang berkonspirasi menentang Macbeth. Cerita dari Macbeth ini mengambil setting Skotlandia, tentang   konspirasi Macbeth dalam meraih kekuasaan di dalamnya termasuk pembunuhan raja Skotlandia, Duncan. Salah satu watak yang paling penting dalam cerita ini adalah Lady Macbeth. Seperti suaminya, Lady Macbeth memiliki keinginan untuk berkuasa yang akhirnya melibatkan dirinya ke dalam dunia sihir dan kegilaan. Sementara Macbeth menganggap ramalan daripada tukang sihir yang terkenal di dalam cerita, Lady Macbeth mengambil langkah lebih jauh lagi dan secara kiasan merubah dirinya sendiri menjadi rupa iblis.                    

                

                                             Hasil karya William Shakespeare

Hamlet

SKRIP “HAMLET”

ACT I

SCENE I. Elsinore. A platform before the castle.

FRANCISCO at his post. Enter to him BERNARDO
BERNARDO
Who's there?

FRANCISCO
Nay, answer me: stand, and unfold yourself.

BERNARDO
Long live the king!

FRANCISCO
Bernardo?

BERNARDO
He.

FRANCISCO
You come most carefully upon your hour.

BERNARDO
'Tis now struck twelve; get thee to bed, Francisco.

FRANCISCO
For this relief much thanks: 'tis bitter cold,
And I am sick at heart.

BERNARDO
Have you had quiet guard?

FRANCISCO
Not a mouse stirring.

BERNARDO
Well, good night.
If you do meet Horatio and Marcellus,
The rivals of my watch, bid them make haste.

FRANCISCO
I think I hear them. Stand, ho! Who's there?

Enter HORATIO and MARCELLUS

HORATIO
Friends to this ground.

MARCELLUS
And liegemen to the Dane.

FRANCISCO
Give you good night.

MARCELLUS
O, farewell, honest soldier:
Who hath relieved you?

FRANCISCO
Bernardo has my place.
Give you good night.

Exit

MARCELLUS
Holla! Bernardo!

BERNARDO
Say,
What, is Horatio there?

HORATIO
A piece of him.

BERNARDO
Welcome, Horatio: welcome, good Marcellus.

MARCELLUS
What, has this thing appear'd again to-night?

BERNARDO
I have seen nothing.

MARCELLUS
Horatio says 'tis but our fantasy,
And will not let belief take hold of him
Touching this dreaded sight, twice seen of us:
Therefore I have entreated him along
With us to watch the minutes of this night;
That if again this apparition come,
He may approve our eyes and speak to it.

HORATIO
Tush, tush, 'twill not appear.

BERNARDO
Sit down awhile;
And let us once again assail your ears,
That are so fortified against our story
What we have two nights seen.

HORATIO
Well, sit we down,
And let us hear Bernardo speak of this.

BERNARDO
Last night of all,
When yond same star that's westward from the pole
Had made his course to illume that part of heaven
Where now it burns, Marcellus and myself,
The bell then beating one,--

Enter Ghost

MARCELLUS
Peace, break thee off; look, where it comes again!

BERNARDO
In the same figure, like the king that's dead.

MARCELLUS
Thou art a scholar; speak to it, Horatio.

BERNARDO
Looks it not like the king? mark it, Horatio.

HORATIO
Most like: it harrows me with fear and wonder.

BERNARDO
It would be spoke to.

MARCELLUS
Question it, Horatio.

HORATIO
What art thou that usurp'st this time of night,
Together with that fair and warlike form
In which the majesty of buried Denmark
Did sometimes march? by heaven I charge thee, speak!

MARCELLUS
It is offended.

BERNARDO
See, it stalks away!

HORATIO
Stay! speak, speak! I charge thee, speak!

Exit Ghost

MARCELLUS
'Tis gone, and will not answer.

BERNARDO
How now, Horatio! you tremble and look pale:
Is not this something more than fantasy?
What think you on't?

HORATIO
Before my God, I might not this believe
Without the sensible and true avouch
Of mine own eyes.

MARCELLUS
Is it not like the king?

HORATIO
As thou art to thyself:
Such was the very armour he had on
When he the ambitious Norway combated;
So frown'd he once, when, in an angry parle,
He smote the sledded Polacks on the ice.
'Tis strange.

MARCELLUS
Thus twice before, and jump at this dead hour,
With martial stalk hath he gone by our watch.

HORATIO
In what particular thought to work I know not;
But in the gross and scope of my opinion,
This bodes some strange eruption to our state.

MARCELLUS
Good now, sit down, and tell me, he that knows,
Why this same strict and most observant watch
So nightly toils the subject of the land,
And why such daily cast of brazen cannon,
And foreign mart for implements of war;
Why such impress of shipwrights, whose sore task
Does not divide the Sunday from the week;
What might be toward, that this sweaty haste
Doth make the night joint-labourer with the day:
Who is't that can inform me?

HORATIO
That can I;
At least, the whisper goes so. Our last king,
Whose image even but now appear'd to us,
Was, as you know, by Fortinbras of Norway,
Thereto prick'd on by a most emulate pride,
Dared to the combat; in which our valiant Hamlet--
For so this side of our known world esteem'd him--
Did slay this Fortinbras; who by a seal'd compact,
Well ratified by law and heraldry,
Did forfeit, with his life, all those his lands
Which he stood seized of, to the conqueror:
Against the which, a moiety competent
Was gaged by our king; which had return'd
To the inheritance of Fortinbras,
Had he been vanquisher; as, by the same covenant,
And carriage of the article design'd,
His fell to Hamlet. Now, sir, young Fortinbras,
Of unimproved mettle hot and full,
Hath in the skirts of Norway here and there
Shark'd up a list of lawless resolutes,
For food and diet, to some enterprise
That hath a stomach in't; which is no other--
As it doth well appear unto our state--
But to recover of us, by strong hand
And terms compulsatory, those foresaid lands
So by his father lost: and this, I take it,
Is the main motive of our preparations,
The source of this our watch and the chief head
Of this post-haste and romage in the land.

BERNARDO
I think it be no other but e'en so:
Well may it sort that this portentous figure
Comes armed through our watch; so like the king
That was and is the question of these wars.

HORATIO
A mote it is to trouble the mind's eye.
In the most high and palmy state of Rome,
A little ere the mightiest Julius fell,
The graves stood tenantless and the sheeted dead
Did squeak and gibber in the Roman streets:
As stars with trains of fire and dews of blood,
Disasters in the sun; and the moist star
Upon whose influence Neptune's empire stands
Was sick almost to doomsday with eclipse:
And even the like precurse of fierce events,
As harbingers preceding still the fates
And prologue to the omen coming on,
Have heaven and earth together demonstrated
Unto our climatures and countrymen.--
But soft, behold! lo, where it comes again!

Re-enter Ghost

I'll cross it, though it blast me. Stay, illusion!
If thou hast any sound, or use of voice,
Speak to me:
If there be any good thing to be done,
That may to thee do ease and grace to me,
Speak to me:

Cock crows

If thou art privy to thy country's fate,
Which, happily, foreknowing may avoid, O, speak!
Or if thou hast uphoarded in thy life
Extorted treasure in the womb of earth,
For which, they say, you spirits oft walk in death,
Speak of it: stay, and speak! Stop it, Marcellus.

MARCELLUS
Shall I strike at it with my partisan?

HORATIO
Do, if it will not stand.

BERNARDO
'Tis here!

HORATIO
'Tis here!

MARCELLUS
'Tis gone!

Exit Ghost

We do it wrong, being so majestical,
To offer it the show of violence;
For it is, as the air, invulnerable,
And our vain blows malicious mockery.

BERNARDO
It was about to speak, when the cock crew.

HORATIO
And then it started like a guilty thing
Upon a fearful summons. I have heard,
The cock, that is the trumpet to the morn,
Doth with his lofty and shrill-sounding throat
Awake the god of day; and, at his warning,
Whether in sea or fire, in earth or air,
The extravagant and erring spirit hies
To his confine: and of the truth herein
This present object made probation.

MARCELLUS
It faded on the crowing of the cock.
Some say that ever 'gainst that season comes
Wherein our Saviour's birth is celebrated,
The bird of dawning singeth all night long:
And then, they say, no spirit dares stir abroad;
The nights are wholesome; then no planets strike,
No fairy takes, nor witch hath power to charm,
So hallow'd and so gracious is the time.

HORATIO
So have I heard and do in part believe it.
But, look, the morn, in russet mantle clad,
Walks o'er the dew of yon high eastward hill:
Break we our watch up; and by my advice,
Let us impart what we have seen to-night
Unto young Hamlet; for, upon my life,
This spirit, dumb to us, will speak to him.
Do you consent we shall acquaint him with it,
As needful in our loves, fitting our duty?

MARCELLUS
Let's do't, I pray; and I this morning know
Where we shall find him most conveniently.

Exeunt

Sekian. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NS1SdD11mY4&feature=fvwrel

In about an hour , this guy (young brother) will celebrate his 15th birthday. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

My Mom and I

I would like to have a great chat with my mom but surely I can't because we're not Lohan. My mom and I is not that close no matter how I try. I admit that she's the kindest and the most patient person I ever met. Sincerely I say here that I love her but the problem here is I don't know how to show her the love. There's only one thing I can do. By my education. Sometimes when I have an argue with her, I was thinking about having a flying colour in the main exam and going far away from that place. I''l pay her by bank-in her account but not going back home forever. When I think twice, it is not the right way to pay my debt because I'm not only debt on money but safety, shelter, loves, and pain. I know when I'm doing wrong but I don't know how stop myself from hurting her. I have tried to not to but I can't. I captured something through her eyes but it was blur. I've tried to look for it and I failed.

                                                                      I'm SORRY...